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i was force to wake up this morn to make dad his breakfast.. sooo diaoz.. den ok ah.. no choice also.. den afta tt.. decided to make smtg which seems more appealing to me.. i cook instant noodles!! hahaz.. yeah instant noodles is nicer den scramble eggs n bacon.. or smtg like tt.. hahahaz... bt anw.. tt was a totally wrong choice.. shld have just stick to having my brunch instead of breakfast.. bt anw i ended up nt having lunch either.. cuz i nvr felt betta afta tt.. ahahaz..
ok.. n i left da hse arnd 11.. with noone at hme.. bro's gone to wrk.. -like i care-.. mom.. dad.. n immy go out with baba.. n im to head to amalia's hse n tutor dose kids.. hais.. bt anyway i end up doing amalia's 'art'!! hahahaz.. soo fun.. den give nana some problem sums to do.. twist n turn da qns.. till she go ahhh kakak nadirah.... i dunno how to doo.. hahahaha.. n amalia being 2 yrs older n super more mature den her... was like.. soo easy.. also u dunno how to do... dont want to do just say so.. hahahaz.. cant stop luffing..
aiya den anw.. toad ask me go dwn to chip's hse.. den say dont nd.. bt ask me stay put at grany's place..
den dad call ask me go hme.. dey all heading hme ready.. so i walk back hme arhhz.. den he call agn.. say.. ehhz.. you wait dere. i'll drop ur granny first den go fetch you... i was like i walking ready ah.. nvm nvm..den he can still say.. ohh ok ok.. u slowly slowly walk back hme la ok.. like i gt a choice right.. hahaz!!!
den i walking saw toad n chip.. darn shock!!didnt know dey'll talk outside till tt far.. ahahaz.. soo funny.. so yeah dey're betta ready i assume.. if nt.. toad will still say NO APPETITE to eat.. n i doubt i will have back my chip.. hehhz..bt i still cant believe wad toad did lorhhz.. really.. anw..afta tt he call.. den i can still make a joke out of it.. if he wasnt feeling any betta i'll be dead already arhhz.. hahahz. bt yeah he was betta.. n luff abt it.. haiis.. like tt also cans.. aiyooo... bt his hand still bleeding like god knows wad.. talk talk talk abt it.. make me stop eating n dont dare touch da food ready... HAHAAHz...

haaiiss.. i will say this n cont to say this.. everything i do will nvr be right.. will nvr satisfy either of u ppl.. im useless to you all.. i decide.. i buy.. i pay.. n yet it must still be me to get all da otha blaming... when will this ever stop??!! when will it ever going to stop.. when im nt having problems.. u ppl will create problems for me.. i tink i appreaciate you ppl being arnd me wen im in trouble more compared to wad u guys are making me going thru.. haiis... wen will you guys ever be considerate enuff to tink abt wad i feel.. abt wad i tink.. abt wad i'm going thru...

aiyaass... im having such a bad headache now.... eeeerrrrgggghhhhzzz... tmr im gonna haf to wrk.. wen im nt suppose to wrk.. AGN!!!!i'll quit.. i'll swear i'll quit.. when dunno... if fizah n kak dayah quit at da same time i doubt i'll be able to quit rights.. den later i scared she wont allow either of us to quit.. which will be super more cham for all 3 of us.. bt will she be able to stop us.. gt no contracts.. nt full timers.. anyone with any ans??

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2:50 PM <3

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was partly horrible bt yet funny arhhz.. hahaz.. why cuz of da stupid work arhhz.. shld i quit.. or nt?? if i quit.. den i'll just do tuitioning arhhz.. tt aint a bad idea huhz.. den can play with does kiddos.. simply lovee da curly hair girl.. dun even know her name.. or shld i say dun know her name yet??!! hahahha!! i'm mad ready.............. ohh yeahh.. wrk.. wrk sucks!!! sooo sucky... eeerrrhhh.. da more i tink abt it.. da more i wanna quit le.. bt like sooo eerrrhh sia... ahhhhh iaiya i seriously dunno.. if tt thing nvr happen.. i doubt i'll quit lorhhz.. as in at least i doubt i'll be thinking too deeply abt quitting.. aaaaaahhhhhhhh........
aiya anw..both toad n fizah drop by just now.. fizah cuz of da cctv.. n toad cuz he nd slping pills.. came with bandage hand.. with some part of the cotton soaked with blood.. disgusting.. aiyooo.. see.. still know how to ouch ouch when i pull da bandage.. tsk tsk tsk... n fizah has kindly stayed on n wait till i finish wrking.. cruel sia dey all bully juniors one.. come in late late..den still wanna say why dah sabar nak balik?? pls larhhz... i wont get paid for da extended hrs.. so why shld i stay?? n do more stupid mistakes.. n gtta pay for stupid shit which happen by mere incident.. idiot.. i'd rather stay away frm all of dose.. scarie...
eeehh.. at amalia's hse.. ok arhz... gt ntg much to comment abt it..
cia.. im like soo sorie.. my bro go hit da stupid phone line.. den kena disconnected cuz it's already kena stretch to my com dere.. ahhahaz.. paiseh.. anw.. i really honestly miss u sia.. haiis.. tt ms tan soo cruel wanna take u away frm me.. sadde..how dare her.. still can ask me throw away her sweet wrapper n wanna act fierce.. den act cute.. wad only.. ur YO tsk tsk tsk..hahahz.. anw.. u betta set a time for tmr hor.. i still wanna cont our stories.. ohh yes.. n pls do get enuff slp!!! aiyooo da 2 of u nvr slp.. make me worry soo much sia.. its like gonna be 72 hrs already le.. n 1 dun haf appetite to eat... !!!! no rest.. no food.. ware else can u get da energy sia... haiiss..
anw my dearest i/c msged n kindly request me to go open da shop tmr morn.. simply bcuz she had a massager coming dwn frm indo.. wad crap is tt..n i say no.. i dun wan. im nt free.. idiot.. all wanna bully me.. last minute change den push to me.. printer no ink.. i gtta take eventhough i nt wrking.. things nt dere i ibt.. fuck al dose shit ok.. man its been a looong time since i use tt wrd in my blog.. bt i seriously cant take it anymore la.. can u ppl just stop all dose shit??!!! eeerrrggghhhhzzzz....

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3:46 PM <3

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i seriously dunno wad to say...

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4:35 PM <3

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i really dunn know ware to strt sia.. why didnt blog yest night cuz i came back hme at 1 plus.. daddy's wide awake since he himself just gt back hme.. n right afta i came out frm my rm.. mom's up too.. n of cuz haf our qns n ans session.. n all through it i was staring at my cup of hot milo.. n answering her arhz.. lucky dad was dere.. somhow interfere here n dere n ask qns abt hafizah's missing things instead of why am i hme soooo late.. n afta everything.. mom insist i quit my job... ohh well i suppose i'll do wad she says.. dunt wanna dissapoint her agn...

hht still nt ok.. dunno wad to do liao.. dunno wad to do!!! eerrrgggzzz....anw i predicted some things to happen n it really did.. kakak to cont her lecture on me.. which really did.. n erm.. she'll retain me... which also really did happen.. hahaz.. anw.. i was sent to pwy to IBT stuffz which our store lacks.. funny thing i went dere find tan juin.. n i just simply gta say i came frm kam.. n he says.. 'ibt things agn.. go take da basket n take wadeva u wan arhhz..' hahahz.. soo funny.. i was already laughing as in da i also gt ntg to say kind of laughing n he was also close to laughing himself.. so cute.. anw.. den i saw tt yong yong came sia.. den i play dodge yong yong.. super funny.. he go this side i go tt side.. n i gtta squeeze past da delivery guy whom by coincident just came to our store.. den he say.. ehh u here arhhz?? n i simply replied.. yup.. n im even faster den u!! hahahah!!... n i gtta self service to all da ibt stuffz sia.. sadde case.. even da uploading of da ibt stuff tt tan juin ask me do myself.. nonsense.. hahahha... i suppose he gt sooo used to seeing my face dere already.. nt my fault hor!! anw i ask one of da staff dere to do for me.. cuz im nvr good at it.. so while printing.. i go to da promoter's counter dere.. n da promoter damn funny i say im hiding frm yong yong arhhz.. den one of dem purposely make a hand signal pointing tt im dere.. idiot.. den all laugh laugh... btw all da pwy staff demselves also dislike yong yong.. n pwy is like one of da role model store lorhh.. wad do tt yong yong haf to scold abt.. haiis.. da cashier dere was like biaselah.. sejak bile die tak pernah susahkan org!!! hahahahaz.. my god..... soo funny.. den gtta rush back to kam cuz he'll be dropping dere.. n he says this to kakak.. 'i know lah u all dont like me..i know'... HAHAHAHAz... i was holding back my luffter till he dissapear frm view..!!! bt kinda poor thing sia he.. he kena posted all da way at jurong le.. soo poor thing...

aiyooo toad... pls chill ok... i really honestly dunno wad to say liao lehhz... i stay dere no matter how loong also i cannot do anything.. i dun haf any answers to practically all ur qns... n i seriously dun wan ur money.. u didnt gif me ur wrd..so tell me why shld i take dose money??? n yup indeed u did against wad i told u nt to... which is why u cldnt gif me ur wrd.. bt i know if u really wan to prevent urself u will... dose stupid cigrattes are just a way to get back at her.. u are just ruining ur life as well as dose hu loves u.... u dont do things for urself.. at least do things for da ppl hu loves u... just look at ur tagbrd lah it shows how much ppl think abt u... probably this is just smtg you dint expected tts why u react till like tt..haiis.. btw ur last few msges really... i gt ntg to say sia.. here i am plainly worried tt you'll continue hurting urself.. first bleeding hand smashing smashed glasses.. nxt??!! n dere u are thinking i will definitely take her side.. just bcuz im her friend... i really gt ntg to say liaoz... hope u are getting a good n nice rest tt u honestly nd...

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6:48 AM <3

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alright.. today's like one of the worse days tt anyone cld eva imagine of going thru man.. HONESTLY... more then 20 boxes of gdc.. -some delivery arh-... arnd 12 or more deliveries... nvr ending ticketings... being graded.. cashier's receipt thingie sort sort.. pissed off kakak...crashing tha hht.. losing bags.. n a whole day at wrk.. frm 9am all da way till 11 plus this time cuz of all da stupid shitties tt gtta happen today... my god.. i will NVR EVA WANNA GO TT THRU AGN!!!! it horribly horrifying ok.. honestly.. haiis.... ohh yeah n nt frgtting paper cuts.. i gt like abt 8 of dem now.. i cant even move my right thumb properly.. cuz i gt like 3 arnd da same spot.. how nicee.. how i wished right now i cld turn back time. n woke up to find today's tuesday..n i'll ba saying to kakak.. no. i'll stick to wrking on fri instead of weds.. den i dun nd to go thru this shit stuffz... eeerrrrggggzzzz!!!!!!!
i tink i gtta pay for tt blardy hht.. its infact only partially my fault too... look at it this way.. dont tell me none of da otha staff has ever drop tt stupid thing?? its just tt wen i accidentally hit it.. tt was da last straw tt stupid thing can take it right.. n nooo.. it wasnt da hardest hit it gt.. da aftanoon it was flung to da grnd ok.. compare tt to being pushed off da bench... eeeeerrrhhhh... either way.. im going to be soooooooo doom tmr.. haiis... ohh yeah tt stupid thing tt i was talking abt cost 3000 plus buckz... im soo doom..yeah i am... HAISSSSS.....

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4:58 PM <3

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21/02/06.. end of da gondala sales n most of da promotions... so its a super busy day at wrk... actually no la.. if kakak nvr turn up.. it wont be tt way.. bt everything will just be upside dwn arhhz.. hahaz.. ohh well i tink she deserve to haf some upside dwn n receive the blamings for wad she had done to da staffs.. sadde case u know.. hahhaz...
anw.. wen i reach dere.. kak dayah was climbing da ladder n slotting the flying mobiles.. all ALONE... tts like sooo dangerous.. wad if she fell or smtg... haiis.. anw.. she left a note instructing me on how to return some super mah fun goods tt they delivered to us inspite of knowing the previous batch wasnt sell-able.. n since nobody wans to buy agn so we gtta return back to them AGN... tell me isnt tt called stupid??!! anw we gtta do it afta 8... cannot do it earlier.. its soo freaking nonsense... really.. so kak dayah wont be arnd by tt time n since im a LIL blur.. -lil only.. nt so much.. hahahahz...- she gtta teach me how to do it... n afta she left, there's some receivings.. n da PO n da invoice no. are soooo weird.. NCHIV n some no.s.. nvr seen one like tt before!! hahahaz.. anw.. i was doubly n triply checking if tt was da right one.. n to make matters worse.. da delivery guy i suppose is a new boi too.. n he was like 'i dunno.. look arnd arhz'.. how nicee.... bt da otha one's nicer.. as in anotha product receiving..the delivery guy actually pin point everything to me.. tts betta isnt it. make my life easier!!! muahahhaz...anw then fizah came n help to do da uploading n stuff...nvr good at tt thing.. i'll do it at a super slow rate..read.. read.. read.. den do..hahahz.. soo irritating..
ohh well.. we were changing da tickets till kakak came back n open her mouth.. before tt she causes some chaos over da phone.. can u imagine tt.. over da phone lehhz... haiis.. den she decided to pull fizah n ask her change da gondolas.. one day with da gondolas i'll smash her head arhhz... sooo freaking irritating sia.. hahahahz.... den i cont to change the tickets.. da promotions arent really promotions.. u know wad i mean wen u sees it... anw.. all da notes kak dayah did for me nd nt be refered to cuz kakak was back n she did everything n strted making noise tt this is wrong.. tt is wrong.. why cant she do it herself nxt time since everyone else is wrong.. stupid shit..eeerrrggggz.. anw da closing was fast.. damn fast... we cld haf left da place at 10.15 if kakak's nt dere sia.. she still dilli delli.. haiiiss...... tmr gtta wrk morning shift with kak dayah... gtta cont frm ware i stop.. tt means a looong way to go.. hahaz...
ohh n immy was soo darn cute just now.. ran all da way to da shelter.. n luff n luff n luff.. wen i gt near enuff i cld hear him say.. 'kakak hot!!! hahahaha'.. get it?? i was still walking to da shelter.. n so i was still under da hot sun.. while he.... he was under the shade already... haiis.. wad a boi... hahahahz...

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3:38 PM <3

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today was an ultimate luffter day sa.. called ice up wen she msged in da morn.. she dunt nd to go wrk in da morn.. yay.. hahaz.. bt she wasnt even paying attention to wad i saying lorh.. sadde case.. bt wen sha called ready.. she's like soo fully awake.. diaos.. anw. sha's even cuter.. i call den wake up.. still can msg n say sm stuff.. soo funny... dun wanna type here.. lalala~ den talk soooo loong just to decide a place to eat.. den in da end we end up someware super safe for me.. an indo restaurant.. hahaz... bt nt soo much for ice arhhz.. cuz da chilli is sooo super hot!! n da happy soda was nonsense under sha's theory of how it got its name.. hahaz.. -well it might be true though.. hahahz.. ok den while walking to KAM cuz i nd to know wad time i'm expected dere rightss.. we past by da donkey's shop.. didnt know it was hers lorhz.. no one tell me also.. haha.. bt both sha n ice was ready to bang it dwn!! ahahahaz.. ok so we reached KAM.. n den kak salmah was dere alone.. no kakak.. amazingly.. bt anw.. kak salmah was like.. ehh adik.. go change to ur uniform le.. i was like noo... im just dropping by to see wad time im suppose to come.. n eunice n sha was dere waiting already.. damn funny.. sha saw me going behind da counter checking da price of da stringe for a customer.. den she was like.. " ehhh u strt wrk ready arhhz??!!" soo funny.. bt afta tt.. we left n head to play pool.. YES POOL... hahahz.. i know nuts abt pool lorhz.. bt anw.. we stil gt like abt 2 plus more hrs to slack arnd.. so yeah.. we play pool.. n me n ice created some new rules of playing pool.. n it seems soo much nicer hor ice.. only sha was darn bored of waiting n looking at da 2 pool-idiots!! yawning n yawning all da way.. hahahaz...it was totally hilarious...lucky da place nt too many ppl le.. doubt will haf as much fun.. anw.. me n sha was disturbing ice abt 4 days n wannabe.. it was damn cute.. only ice thinks its nt funny.. chill de must make a joke out of it den can luff tgt okie.. anw we walked dwn to pw.. n ate ice creams dere... slack arnd summore before all 3 head to KAM.. ice took 16 to wrk.. while sha walked hme i tink..
wrk was actually damn boring sa.. bt since fizah dere so chatted alot with her lorhhz.. anw been a while since we really chat ba.. so we spend most of da time behind da counter n chit chat.. soo funny wen i wonder wad will kakak say wen she looks at da cctv.. bt heck her arhhz.. my life my rules.. lalala~
ohh yeah immy didnt go to sch.. cuz he's dwn with a fever.. bt tt didnt stop him frm running arnd n screaming at da top of his voiceless voice.. cute ehhz.. hahahahz..even he laugh abt it..soo darn cutee... scream to hear his voiceless voice den luff abt it. hahaz.. shld try to record it arhz..

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3:51 PM <3

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today..... hmmz.. well firstly i gtta wrk morn shift.. i guess wad.. i woke up at 9!!! wahahhaz.. n i gtta wrk at 10 la.. instead of 8.30.. sandar had kindly agreed to open da shop n do all da printings.. lalala~ how nicee of her.. anw.. b the time i reached dere.. sandar was finishing all da dl of stuffz.. n everything else seems to be perfect.. a nicee way to strt da morn.. n afta sandar left. i was in complete bore.. haiis.. till this customer came in and ask for da ear digital thermometer.. damn funny.. a super cool nice guy... attended to him.. answered all da qns he nd to know abt it.. n he's gone with a $129 buckz thermometer.. anw then tan juin or however u spell his name.. da i/c frm pw called in n say gt the teh syndicate.. or wadeva syndicate just decided to visit pw's store.. bt he caught dem arhhz.. n he warn me abt dem.. n ask me to becareful.. can u imagine tt!!! how nicee.. im totally alone.. on a sunday aftanoon... n da blardy syndicate decided to drop by.. wad the toot!!! ahahz.. anw.. i called kakak up n ask arhz.. i mean i nd to know how dey look like.. how dey wrk.. as in how many ppl.. at least tan juin is nicer to have explain some of these details wen he hear my voice soo blur blur.. hahahz.. n so kakak ask me to paste all da systematic stuffz n ask aunty joanna to help to look out arhz.. aunty joanna sooo freaking CUTE.. she like stare suspiciously at everyone hu enters thru da express counter's exit... n any guy who wore a cap too.. soo funny.. and den lay lay was dere also arhhz.. so i just tell her too.. cuz she's like talking to aunty joanna.. anw lay lay also always arnd guardian one.. so yeeaahh.. she'll be a great help.. den she ask me to tell rabbit.. so i tell lorhz.. cuz lay lay scared dey go CS n steal frm dere.. which makes more sense den to go to guardian n attack dere rights.. hahaz.. either way.. i feel sooo darn lucky tt da guardian is inside CS.. its much safer compared to da one at MT or jln3..
ohh yeaah den gt this super chubby boi arhhz. nt cute though.. he came n buy da 500 ml of mineral water.. gave me 50cents n says keep da change.. as if he soo cool like tt.. ahhahz.. make him look n sound sooo cute!! hahaz.. btw da mineral water is 40 cents.. so yeahh.. hahahz...
den at amalia's hse.. my god.. i cant stand dem arhhz.. go dere.. i always end up 1 hr or 2 hr in front of da teevee set watching barbie movies.. can u imagine tt.. hahaz.. ok arhz quite nicee.. just toooo fairy tale i suppose.. ahhaz...anw during lesson i heck care amalia.. soo mean of her.. -cruelty beyond control- hahahz.. bt anw.. she kena jack by her friend hu tried to jack me.. lalala~ da nicer things of being older den kids like dem!! hahahz...

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3:57 PM <3

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ooh well.. today.. went to da bank with dad.. as plan.. den go hme.. den go meet eunice.. do her bBq shopping.. den i go wrk.. hahaz.. nvr meet cia.. n nvr meet sha for lunch.. hahaz..bt sha came dwn to visit me later on with 2 of her friends... alicia n dunno hu.. alicia is super cute lorhhz.. even sha says she's chio.. hahaz..
anw today went all alright.. boring actually.. did ticketing whole night.. wth.. soo sian.. den everytime da cust come n buy stuffz.. i'll go to da shelf or smtg n do front facing.. hahaz.. cute arhhz.. LOL!! nonsense..
anw.. when i step out of CS gt this indian couple walking past it arhhz.. den da lady was saying.. behave urself pls.. -if u nvr see hu's she talking to u might think she's talking to her son.. bt noo.. both looks young.. arnd da same age.. den hrd a whistle being blown arhhz.. da girl guide kinda whistle.. n gt a small grp of chinese bois arhhz.. so anw.. i just ignore both of dem n cont walking.. n as i cross da road walking pass da 16 bus stop.. the indian guy suddenly shout out.. YOU CHINESE MOTHER FUCKERS!!! WHICH ONE OF YOU SAID EEE??!! WHICH ONE OF YOU SAID EEE??!!! den i was like.. wad the hell.. den of cuz being chinese beng.. one of dem shouted back.. WHO TALKING ABT YOU??!! YOU FUCKER CHEE BAI.. NA BEI CHEE BAI.. n den i hrd thumping of the car.. n da indian girl screaming.. IM SORRY OK!! IM SORRY.. IM SORRY..
den i dunno wad happen... cuz i didnt stand dere to watch it arhhz... maddness.. actually i'd haf lovee to stand dere n watch it lorhhz.. i mean of cuz you'll be damn curious on wad will happen right.. hahaz.. but anw.. i didnt stay on.. cuz wad happen if either of dem sees me dere.. surely i'll kena right.. in any case.. i dun haf my black belt sha.. nor my brown-black belt or wadeva belt ice to protect me.. hahahz.. i can only scream n shout!! hahahahaz!!!

ohh yeah.. had a lil chat with baiya.. i tink he'l be missing CS!! haaha.. n all dose boxes.. n baskets!! hahahz.. anw he told me he's flying back on mon.. no wonder gt da otha cleaner in CS ready.. i actually tot he kena fired sa.. like if nt why CS suddenly gt 2 cleaners le.. skali kena fired cuz too many complains ready.. hahahz.. hu knows..bt anw.. i asked him arhhz.. nt coming back arhz?? den he says he'll only be back nxt yr.. den ask him if he gt alot of money.. he says nopez.. -diaoz- hahaz.. bt he says sufficient la.. n he'll get some food.. n clothes before going back hme.. good for him... n his family too i suppose..
talking to sha now.. she waitied for me on msn le.. soo sweet horhz.. bhb!! hahaz.. anw.. i was thinking of going out of s'g before sch strts.. n if sha's parents allow.. n ice's allow.. n mine allow-which is da hardest-.. we'll be off!!! lalala~ ware?/ dunno yet.. hahhaz...

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4:28 AM <3

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honestly i got no idea how i get thru today.. well its only 10 plus.. n i still gt like arnd 1 plus more hrs.. hopefully NTG MORE will happen.. pls!! no moree...
im sooo sick n tired of everything.. why cant things just be the way i want it to be for once!!! just this once!!! eeerrrgggz.. wad do i hafta do to make things da way i want it.. i just cant believe it...to dose who were morally dere for me thank u le.. i dun wanna leave da hse..
hopefully tmr will be a betta day.. morn gtta go off with dad.. den probably will be having lunch with sha.. n probably with cia too if she gt no stars.. afta tt will probably go dwn to brd just for a lil while.. to see my dearest lil bro... hahaz.. n den.. gtta rush off to wrk.. n if sha's in a betta mood i'll most probably be seeing her arnd..
really really miss adrian!!!! haiis.. to top it all up.. immy's getting super horribly naughty!!! wares adrian wen u nd him.. hahahz...

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2:24 AM <3

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seriously i really need to go for some mental check up one of these dayz.. been laughing like mad even to da stupid-est n silly-est thing... haiizz...
anw jst now was really funny.. kakak(sister) -i shld be calling her makcik(aunty)- wanna eat.. cuz she n kak dayah wrk frm morn la.. so she decided to call canadian pizza n treat da rest arhz.. den ask me to call.. im begining to wonder why everyone always push me to do all da ordering calling... haiis. anw.. da call was really funny... here is goess..
me:hello..
the pizza guy: hello..... -shut up-
me: erm do u nd my contact no. or smtg??
anoth pizza guy: i nd ur address pls..
me: hold on.. kak dayah.. address!!! hahahz..
kak dayah: ehh dunno.. ask kakak..
me: aiyaaz.. guardian katong mall..
da oth pizza guy: which level??
me: orhhz.. its inside cold storage..
da oth pizza guy:ok can i have ur order then..
me: hawaian pizza.. n ermm... wad otha pizza doesnt contain ayam...
da otha pizza guy: huhhz???!! kejap kejap.. ok we have seafood.. meat lover..classic canadian..
me: ok ok.. wait.. kakak.. seafood?? (kakak shake head..) meat lover?? all daging ones.. (boleh arhhz..)ok the otha pizza will be meat lover pls..
da otha pizza guy: ade org tak bleh makan ayam ke??!!
me: yalarhz...........
da otha pizza guy: KESIANNYE!!!!hahahhahaz..

hhahahaz.. n he was luffing all da way.. my godd.. i cant help bt to luff....idiot sa.. probably kakak must be wondering why da hell am i luffing while ordering food.. tsk tsk tsk...

anw.. kakak just barge open ths storerm door while sandar was changing sa just now!!! my god.. lucky she already put on her u ready.. as in.. i tink she buttoning.. n lucky she's facing da computer dere.. if nt.. da cutomer i was attending.. da delivery boi.. n all da passerby at CS all gtta see free show.. hahahaz.. da delivery boi i tink was luffing like hells just like me.. kakak.. n sandar... cant even stand on my own.. gtta lead against da wall for support.. asshole..
at hme.. dad was like.. i tink u shld really go n selawat byk byk.. laugh laugh laugh.. these few dayz arh.. i see u always laugh one.. why?? gone mad.. if there's no change over da nxt few days i'll bring u for a mental check up.. haiiyoo.. see kena ready...

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hmmz.. well yest was alrite i suppose.. had a date with my dearest cousin for her tuition lesson hows tt..hahahaha!! anw.. had a really great luff with her arhhz... crap crap crap.. for a 12 yr old.. she really got lots so say man!!! hahahaz...came hme...was online for a super short time.. i tink da shortest i've been this few dayz.. before i watch teevee.. n had a lil chat with mom n dad... aiiyas.. i wanna quit wrk ready... tt 'granny' of mine... cant stand her ready.. how can she torture her own staffz man... haiiz... dunno how loong more can stand her sa..
anw afta tt i go search for da sunday malay newspaper cuz i nvr gt a chance to read it previously or i simply frgtten.. cuz gt abt da solat bersiul... n i really wanna read abt it.. hahaz.. anw its sOOOO NONSENSICAL!!!!! cant imagine it lorhhz.. all tis rural indonesian.. too much setan lingering i tink.. haiiyaa... i really dunno wad to say abt all this things.. why cant they just stick to ajaran Nabi Muhammad.. why the hell do they haf to create their own rules.. with their own imagination.. n then drag followers... its sooo nonsense.. wads more.. they even got identification card or smtg..when they bcome his followers.. for?? safety in this world n afta world....!! hows tt...if anyone's eva soooo dumb.. it'll be his followers....

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5:00 AM <3

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aiyooo today arhhz... gt ntg much to say liaoz lorhhz.. go return book at lib.. to find some fine liaoz..
almost 10 buckz liao. sadde sadde.. den go to amalia's place.. n tt toad called.. why cuz i sent him an msn msg like 3 hrs before tt.. DIAOZzzzz.... slp slp slp only...
anw.. disturb nana.. she cry sa.. i dunno wad to do ready.. hurry ask amalia n aliyah help me go pujuk her!!! hahahaz.. wth.. disturb abit only cry.. aiyoo.. den da dad gtta come up.. arse.. scare me.. hahahz.. anw only for a while arhhz..afta tt okay ready.. den granny came into da room sa.. n i was on da phone with toad.. wth.. sit dere read quran.. why cant she do it in her room.. haiiss.. purposely i suppose.. anw like i care.. my phone.. nt deirs.. n its already 7.. tutoring time over liaoz.. so dun care lorhhz..bleahz..
den decided to walk hme loorrhhz... in da end walked to library meet toad... he's such an idiot.. frm pw.. still dun wanna eat.. come mp.. den wanna find food.. haiiz. starbucks food all finish liao.. sad case for himm.. hahaz.. den go to da foodcourt at mt dere arhhz.. eat can still see da meat fresh nt.. sooo funny.. i speechless.. and tt chip.. just bcuz i ans ur call late n it's being hung up.. u call me idiot arhhz.... summore call through tt toad.. haisss... my gf.. say like tt to me.. sob sobx!!!! hahaahaz!!!! anw i cant borrow books liao.. cuz of da stupid fine.. betta settle it soon sa..
ohh n i finally submit my JAE thingie.. C97,T26,T31,C69,T02,T18,S99.. yups tts ma choices.. haiss.. honestly im nt excited abt any of dose stuffz.. just for da sake of studying im doing this.. will da interest be build in me.. i hope soo.. lalala~
happy VALENTINE's to all.. =P

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4:00 PM <3

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toady went by perfectly ok lorhhz... stupid toot toad.. talk to u.. make me luff like stupid idiot.. i even frgt how to spell cockroach!!!! asshole!! haahaz.. luckie a2pecj's girl nt arnd.. i tink i die liaoz.. no nd go sch ready... haiiss.. can da 2 of u stop driving me crazy.. haiyoo.. luff abit abit can la.. bt nt till drive me crazy cans. tsk tsk tsk..
anw just now.. at wrk.. kak salmah was in da store rm arhhz.. yeah da pathetic store rm.. den.. she doing da hrs hrs thingy.. den suddenly she scream.. n jump out of da sit n jump out of da rm.. n since i was behind da cashier.. i move out of da cahiering place dere arhhz.. n finally she say a cockroach was on her leg!!! eeeeewwww goosebumps....how da hell am i eva going to wrk in peace with cockroaches visiting arnd... n tt stoopid toad can still luff wen i told him!! idiot... nvm.... like tt...
anw.. come hme to find da library books torn!!! hmrff!!!! under my name summore.. immy's fault!!! aarrhhh.. will ask mom to fix it arhz.. i dun wana pay for any damages.. lalala~

i dunno how loong can i stand it nemore.. every night.. morning.. day..aftanoon.. aiyas.. anytime.. anyday.. weneva dey feel like opening deir mouth dey'll do.. n wadeva im doing is n will nvr be right!!! haiis.. dunno.. dun wanna care.. im goin to live my life da way i want it to be.. with or w/o reminders.. scolding.. warning.. no one can control it...
u guys know me perfectly well enuff nt to push it.. da more u push it..da more i wont gif a fark.. push lorh.. push.. push all u wannn..... lets see ware it'll get...

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3:50 PM <3

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wasnt able to blog yest night..come online.. den go conference with sha n sheena.. our dear junior ran away frm hme agn.. dangerous de.. haiiss... shldnt have done tt.. n i cant agree more with wad sha had to say abt having super irritating family members and da only way is to deal with it.. is to ignore dem all... hahaz...
hmmz yest when to da clinic in da aftanoon... with immy n mom.. the doctor studied my character n all.. quite interesting to have someone telling you wad u actually are.. hahahz.. ooh well cant deny its a lil bit scary.. cuz some of da facts u nvr knew exist in you are actually existing within u... n i was actually told i was weak le.. can u believe tt!! hahahz... as in i lack of strength.. sadde case arhhz.. must go eat multi vits n stuffz..
ohh yeahh.. da night before had a conference with ham n chip at 1 plus am de.. madness.. luff like hell... stomach soo pain.. still hafta luff.. all chip's fault arhhz.. tsk tsk tsk.. msn luff liike dunno wad ready.. den afta tt.. conference luff even morree!!! wth sa... n of cuz.. was asked to hang up... n gt scolding in da early morn...diaozz..
so yest decided to had da conference earlier lorhhz.. wahh plan didnt wrk.. why.. cuz bro was awake.. idiot.. nt he pay still make soo much noise.... just storm into my room.. n go grab a stupid book to read.. in da dark with only da book light on... haiis
today.. gtta go to amalia's place agn.. kinda sick of tt place liaoz le... hahaz.. anw.. i shall go dere today.. before rushing for wrk.. last minute change shift agn... diaooz...

da soft side in me is breaking me apart.. i know i hafta control it.. bt da problem is how.. how can i change myself for de betta w/o knowing how i can do it... im trusting too much.. im giving in too much.. its causing me to suffer soo much..
it all suddenly soooo complicated.. i nvr knew myself to be this complicated.. its just one of the things ware u need someone to tell u before u're able to realise it urself...

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2:59 AM <3

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results out... hahaz.. highest student frm our sch is EBRAHIM!!!! wahhh.. sooo darn proud of him.. lalalaz.. finally a top student tts nt frm da 1st class!!! lalala!!! and also lift up kaum kaum melayu's name in brd.. hahahaz...

anw.. was at baba's place in da morn.. den wen im heading to sch.. it was raining.. some may say its rahmat.. othas may say da clouds are crying for us.. hahahaz... for me.. its definitely rahmat allah..
anw.. i didnt do tt badde.. was kinda happy for a short period of time arhhz. cuz i practically improve at all da subjects besides malay.. stoopid.. dun eva remind me tt i eva took tt blardy subject.. haiiz.. soo much effort.. soo much time.. soo much of everything.. yet its still shit!! eeeerrrggghhhz.. soo darn pissed.. anw afta tt drop by rc lorhz.. dey do some total defence thingy.. aiyooz.. i tink it must be dead boring man.. hahaz.. cia n des.. both soo notty.. VC still run out slack here slack dere.. tsk tsk tsk. hahaz.. anw..afta tt.. head to suntec to haf our dinner.. sha dun wanna follow. haiis.. say pizza fattening.. wad onlie de.. hahaz.. wait for da 36 or 196 sooo damn looong.. wahh can die mans.. den my phone batt FLAT!!!!! how nice can tt be de... haiiz..

n den here i am.. at hme. blogging.. n den read ham's bloggie!!! my godd.. his sis sooo darn meann!!!! play sucha prank on him!!! n he actually blushed??!! hahahaz.!! cant believe it lorrhz.. n now he's married.. hahahaz...soo fast horhz... aiyoooz.... shld be happy le.. n STOP DENYING THINGS!!! lalala~

honestly i will nvr know wen will i eva be good enuff for u.. everything i do.. everything i say... it'll nvr satisfy ur expectations.... wad more do u wan me to do.. i've given my best.. n it just doesnt shows rightt... probably it's time u accept tt im just too dumb to live up to ur expectations....

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3:38 PM <3

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deres like only 14 more hrs to our results!!!! aaarrrrggghhhh!!!! someone pls help.. somebody!!! anybody!!! help me plsss.....

anw putting tt matter aside.. work was darn funny just now.. n also i was superly irritated.. bout ham's all time fav granny arhhz.. i dunno how he can stand her sa!!! ahahahz.. ok anw. reached dere like arnd 9am.. den me n kak dayah went to pw.. jln jln.. find towels.. n thinner.. n den go buy for dem food.. den.. at da shop.. ham's dearest granny.. get us da surgical gloves to protect out hands.. which was torn sooo fast!! hahz.. anw.. i wipe.. n wipe.. n sniff n sniff.. da awful thinner smell.. n den i think.. will sniffing thinner make me go gong gong.. like sniffing glue?? n i gt scared.. n quickly cork da bottle back n get da adhesive remover.. hahaz.. so anw.. afta like 1 whole island.. den i stop using da thinner.. by tt time.. im getting bored n tired of wiping.. tsk tsk tsk.. hahaz.. anw.. before 1 island was done. ham's all time fav da granddad came.. da 3 of us were damn shock lorhhz.. cuz all were deeply immense into cleaning da place!! ahaz. anw.. he was sooo darn happy seeing us all wrking.. n take his wrd seriously.. n shook our hands.. n said his most touching speech to us!!! wahhhaaha.. say tt frm da bottom of his heart thank u all dose.. n we made his day.. darn funny. wanna luff. bt like soo badd.. he's finally treating us soo nicely n i dun wanna spoil it!! hahaz.. n den he talked soo nicely to us abt da ticketing n all dose.. compared to last week.. which he practically shouted at us.. tsk tsk tsk.. anw.. by da end of 1 island..im soo dead bored.. n tired.. n my phone keep on buzzing!! hahahz... n my i cant key as fast as i used to.. cuz of da diff buttons.. haiiz.. so yeaahh.. n only till arnd 8.30 i left lorhz.. haiiz.. horrible horrible i/c!!! allow me to leave earlier cuz i fasting.. bt man.. wad abt da otha 2 lorhhz.. well unlike her.. we've been wrking our arses out cleaning n arranging da productz acc. to da expectation of tt yong yong.. bt wth has she been doing.. sit dwn do ordering.. den make noise here n dere.. den.. ticketing.. n cant even bothered to move her arse to attend to da cust which is right in front of her!!! eerrggghhzz!!! why am i even still wrking dere??!! treating us like slaves!!! and spoil my plan to go to amalia's place today,, might haf some fun dere.. bt nahh.. n it doesnt really matter.. hahaz.. den i walked all da way hme.. cuz i walked with da otha 2 to da traffic lights dere.. n den.. since i just nd to walk straight.. i walk lorhhz.. rather den to cross da otha way.. n take a bus.. hahaz..n da walk was nice.. hehhz.. shld walk more often at nightss.. lala~

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4:30 PM <3

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have all my problesms gone away... truthfully... noo.. ohh well didnt expect it to be gone either... haiiz.. wad kinda life awaits for me afta 10th of feb?? a qns tt will always linger in me till of cuz i face da music.. for nt studying hard enuff.. for nt spending more time.. for nt paying attention during lesson.. haiiz..eeeerrrrrgggghhhzzz..... am i really regreting wad i did.. actually nt fully i suppose.. cuz if i eva hafta sit dwn back n cont to study all dose.. i tink i'll still do it da same way i did it before.. da only diff will be i'll be consistance in it.. all da revisions n stuff...
wrk was alright.. just tt i cant stand her!! hahaz.. she's sooo idiotic.. ham's all time granny arhhz.. asshole.. come soo much later den me.. bt go hme earlier den me.. i wunt be soo darn madd if she hadnt mess up da blardy place n leave it to us to clean it all up!!! always like tt.. i just wish i cld just shout out at her n ask her to get her arse back n clear da blardy mess she'd create...eeerrggghhhzzz.. come to wrk also sit inside da blardy store n talk n talk n talk on her stupid phone!!!one day i shall lock her up arhhz!!! hhaaiiz... darn madd...
darn tired.. tmr early morn gtta wrk ready wth.. n afta tmr.. RESULTS!!! aaarrrrggghhh.. will i ever get thru tt one!! only god will know now.. haiiz.. ohh yeah good luck to all da O's candidate..
to him.. pls grant all our wishes!!!

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2:30 PM <3

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bought amirah her super blated birthday prezzie da otha day.. den just now went dwn to her place to deliver it to her.. she soo cute.. i give her her prezzie.. she give me snackz.. hahaz.. anw.. afta tt walked to amalia's place.. den go teach da lil kiddos.. ware danial decided to make a scene.. freak la go to hell i cant stand this kinda kids.. hahaz.. so in da end he packed his stuff n went dwn.. i suppose to cont playing.. wadeva lorhhz.. bt afta a while.. hrd him shouting n shouting.. screamin.. all dose arhh.. n da bibik came up with sabrina.. her eyes all blotchy.. n since i cant stand tt lil prince.. i went dwn n give him a piece of my mind.. n he simply shut up.. wth he tinks hitting ppl with his small white brd.. hit him back den he know.. haiiz...
anw.. left ma phone with amalia.. n im nt regretting.. dad's goin to get it back for me later.. or tmr.. dunno.. n dun wanna care ready arhh.. probably my life now is betta of w/o my hp.. haiiz... one afta anoth msg'es came in by tons of ppl... n every single of those msg'es adds on to my already messed up n confused mind... haiiiizzzz..
n was at da bus stop waiting for da 15.. n den an idea simply struck to me.. to walk all da way hme.. maddness right.. its dark ready n i still wanna walk.. bt ohh well i simply walk..with da winds blowing onto ma face.. i just wish tt all my problems can be blown off tgt with da wind... n leave me as i am.. not caring abt anything. n everything.. which of cuz include my O's result.. which is 1 of da major probs de.. since its like 3 dayz more.. haiiizz!!!

if a muslim is allowed to drink wine.. i dunno how many bottles of it i'd gulped dwn... just to keep my mind away frm everything...-dun misunderstand me.. im nt tempted.. i was just thinking abt it while gulping dwn my hot milo..-

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3:00 PM <3

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im sooo doomed!!! my god. why do problems.. 1 afta anotha gtta attack me like this.. anw. this time is my fault!! n im sooo freaking soory to both da parties tts involve.. i aarrrrgggghhhhhhh... i dunno how it happen.. n how it can happen.. bt it happened... i tink... n partly thx to me.. n i can say goodbye abt ignoring this situation.. a huge HAIZ.... pls dun destroy wad u guys had bcuz of da wrds tt come out frm da blardy screen cans.. aiyaaa.... im soo lost of wrds.. n it seems tt everything i do will just make everything even worse.. EVERYTHING......
i really dunno wads da situation is.. bt if it is as wad i tink.. i really gt no idea wad to do.. someone pls help me!!!

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4:00 PM <3

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well well well.. look at da darn date!!! its 5th of febuary ready!!! wahahaha... im soooo effing scared sa!! n ham's stupid blog gtta remind me of it!!! on top of all dose nick's on msn.. n all dose ppl reminding me!!! wth!! hahahaz.. my heart dropping out soon...
anw today... was suppose to go shopping... bt.. we left da hse at almost 4.. wth... all cuz of daddy... dunno why he wanna go to chacha's shop n spend da whole morn plus half of da aftnoon dere.. tsk tsk tsk.. so anw.. pw.. bought immy his mini cooper car.. n his pyjamas.. all look damn cute!! hahahz.. den we head to M1.. n get mine n mommy's new hp.. actually wanna get da nokia 6111.. den.. da guy brought out da samples of tt phone.. n as he said it.. very fragile.. i tink i drop one time.. can say goodbye ready.. hahahz.. n according to my dear eunice.. i always drop my phone.. which is partially true only lorhhz.. ahhahaz..so instead i gt da samsung 760...n all no thx to bro.. haiiz.. burn a big whole in my pocket... its more den half of my salary lorhhz.. tsk tsk tsk...
aiya anw.. reach hme arnd half an hr earlier den bro.. n den he went exploring our phones.. n somhow decides tt his is still betta den mine...suit himself arhhz.. den decided to order sarpino pizza for dinner.. n guess wad.. feeza answered my call!!! hahahz!!! soo cute!! i was thinking is feeza wrking today.. den suddenly she say nadirah.. NADIRAH!!! hahahaz... didnt talk much till she appear online a few minutes ago ware we crap like hell!!! hahahahz....
anw alicia.. ur interpretation of bus train heli.. is soo much betta den mine.. i interpret it as both!! hahahahz... till of cuz tt bus train heli of urs correct me of my 'both'.. HAHAHAz....

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3:20 PM <3

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was trying to make yest a betta day.. since its already been spoilt by all unforeseen circumstances... bt haizz.. it all seems totally impossible.. since.. yong yong came wen i just strted.. n strted talking in a really loud manner.. n qns this n that... tt blardy goon... its nt even ma fault..so anyways.. i simply ignore him as much as possible.. n he ended up knocking dwn all da ellergy bottle on display.. tgt with da hand soup also on display while pulling out da big big trolley frm CS one.. tsk tsk tsk.. tried to be nice n offer to rearrange it back for him arhhz.. bt he says its ok he'll do it.. so heck lorhhz.. hahahahz... he go tok to tt arse william... to put da trolley back in CS.. dunno wad happen dun care wad happen.. kak salmah gtta come back.. n tt goon go talk n talk n talk.. scold n scold n scold.. haiiz.. den finally he left.. den kak mah also gtta go ba... den da security guy came.. he seems darn nice yest.. compared to da oth time.. anw.. he saw da visitor's record.. n was like..'oohh bapaknye datang tadi ehhz.. ' ooh father came just now.. father was refering to yong yong.. den i was like yarh la.. come in da morn.. den strted scolding.. blardy hell.. n he says.. takpe takpe biasekan diri.. !!! wth!! get use to it??!! how can i get use to tt??!! haaha... anw. soon afta he dissapear to jln tiga... cust. are generally nice.. except for 1 old apek.. go n mess up da arrangement of da heat rub.. tsk tsk tsk..bt still no ang pao!!! hahahaz.. ham.. im sooo jealous** .. hahahz.. anw u darn biase.. nt gd u know.. pick da cust u wanna serve.. bleahz..
so yeah.. tt was basically yest.. for today.. gonna go shopping.. bro cant come along.. he gtta wrk.. haiiz.. lucky for him lorhhz.. bleahhz..

HAPPY BLATED BIRTHDAY TO SHA N NABIL!! hehhz.. paiseh one day late entry..

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3:35 AM <3

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today is totally full of shit sa...
okaii.. morn was totally alright.. fun infact playing with immy.. hahahz...den... hafta go sch cuz deres master parade.. n eunice also say she wanna come dwn.. so yeahh.. den i decided to drop by da mama shop behind da bus stop for some sweet.. kindly frgting tt today's friday.. n dey gtta friday prayers to attend.. haizz.. waste my energy.. so walked all da way to 7-11 n eunice ask wad i wan frm cheers!!soo cute.. n i asked her back wad she wan frm 7-11.. hahahaz... bt anw.. walked all da way out to da taonan bus stop dere.. n was just in time as a 16 came.. n azlan was in da bus.. heading to sch too.. for deir soccer match..n afta 4 whole n looong yrs in brd.. just now we actually talked!! wth.. soo toot.. hahaz... anw.. da master parade.. oh my godd.. dont make me comment on it.. its just a waste of time lorhhz... n i later found out tt da npcc gt jealous cuz i was handing out sweets to all my juniors.. 1 by 1...in da parade sq.. hahahz.. gee too badd u dun haf nicee seniors like me to hand out swts before such events under da blazing sun.. muahahhahaz... so afta wasting everyone's time.. i hafta train da sec 1 footdrill.. with slippers!!! HAIZZ.... n dey can complain.. sch shoes hard to bang!!! i bang my head on da wall arhhz... hahahaz... anw.. while with da sec 1's.. at da soccer field..da ex-brdcians vs brdcianz.. wasnt able to watch.. stuck with all da cuties sec 1.. hahahaz.. anw da results.. 4-3 to da brdcianz...which zul had kindly whisper soo softly for me..pretending to be humble... wth!! hahahz..
den go back with cia!! lalala~ otw to da bus stop.. met andrew n his grp of friends.. dey're like bullying him for joining rc.. say we all join ncc.. npcc.. u join rc n all dose stuffz arhh...n wad i did.. i say WADS WRONG WITH JOINING RC??!! hahahahahz!! wahh dey stunned sa.. den dey say.. red cross good good.. den faster faster walk away!! wahh cannot stop luffing.. hahahahaz.. n den laughed like some siao cha bo's in da bus..talked abt da blardy bitched customer.. n den alicia's 'fucker' customer.. n den more lorhhz.. didnt know tt tt adam can be like tt sa... sooo proud n ngada ngada.. alicia.. u shld really jump jump jump on da spot n luff sa!!! i'd really wanna know wad's her reaction!!!
ok da badd thing come afta this.. at granny's place.. everything's all alright.. den kak mah called say tmr i gtta come for midshift.. wth!! im suppose to be at da bank opening anoth account lorhhz!!! eeerr.. daddy's gonna kill me.. bt still i cant say no... tsk tsk tsk.. bite my lips.. n say okkk... n den.. wen heading hme.. she called agn abt da banking slip.. n i gtta go all da way to pw. at 9 plus.. asking for banking slip.. den ask at pw CS also... my godd!! den both nvr use ready.. say dey using baggs ready.. wth.. we all also use baggs dumbass!!! shld just ignore abt da paper rights... haiiz.. anw walked to kam lorhhz.. ham was dere.. with eye baggs-.-" slp slp slp.. still gt eye baggs.. hahahaz...anw ham says dey also nvr use tt stoopid paper.. n william suck to da core arhhz!!! soo mean dun wan to gimme!! IDIOT..make me walk all arnd like some stupid idiot finding him.. n den tt ham.. just go page him frm da office wen i already found him at da counter!!! so hurry hurry back to da office loorhz.. n den tot he'll come straight away.. bt noo.. ham make me watched at da CCtv.. ware william is packin!!! hahahaz..so yeah wait soooo looong before he came.. n still dun wanna gif me.. tt tooot!!!!! anw my off dayz also everytime kena come dwn.. n i dun even get paid for it.. wth.. total bullshit.. n im totally darn pissed at my i/c... she's a total crap.. all she know is to scold scold scold.. blame n blame n blame.. ham's all time fav grandma arhhz.. lalala~ anw.. she cant be bothered with wads happening arnd da store.. unless it me or fizah at wrk.. cuz definiTely she'll get it.. bt pls la.. all da otha staffs are also under her lorhz.. cant just wash her hands of it right.. blardy shit!!!
ok arhhz.. seems im nt da only 1 hu had a terrible day. haiiz..
anw.. dun worry kiez.. u're my 1 n only arnd me ok... hahahaz.. dun go arnd being suspicious la.. love yarhz.. lalala~

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3:46 PM <3

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im off.. n for da first time im spending my aftanoon catching up on my slp during my off dayz!! hahahz.. darn funny...n deres this deadly flu virus going around my hse.. tsk tsk tsk.. i tink till now.. only bro's immune system is strong enough to fight it of.. im dwn n up already.. ahahaz.. dad's dwn... immy's dwn.. mommy's goin dwn soon.. haiiz.. wth... virus go away.. get lost.. hahahaz...
chatting with lynn now.. poor girl... dwn with flu!! see see.. i tink da flu bug reach her ready... thru da net.. lalala~ anw... ham's at wei's!! hahahahz.. darn cute.. darn cute.. wonder wad news will dere be tmr!!! hahahahahz!!! ask to bring candles.. say me siao.. wth.. this kinda friend also got.. diaoz.. hahahaz!!!
anw found out how gentleman u really are sa. sooo darn mean of u nt to let me experience tt niicee side of u!! hmpph.. always make me suffer one u idiot!! hahahaz... bt tts ok.. as loong as those treats dun stop i wunt complain a single shit yarhhz.. lalala~
will be dwn at brd tmr.. gt master parade.. wanna see how isit in da new building.. well hopefully everything will turn out fine.. yeah hopefullyy.. nights to all.. muackz!!!

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5:05 PM <3

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work was okaii.. everything else all seems to fall in place.. deres gonna be a visit at wrk tmr.. by da country club managers..god knows hows da store gonna survive.. i personally hope it doesnt.. den it can close dwn.. lalala~ bt hell ware am i suppose to work den.. aiyooo... hrd CS aint doing well either.. my godd wads happenin to KAM stalls. tsk tsk tsk..
anw.. ANW.. somebody... got soo many ang paos just now.... frm customers summore!! wth!! sooo jealous** hmphh.. hahahaz... anw.. it made u smile for da rest of da day.. so it wasnt really a bad thing.. n at least i know my blowing of all dose matches wont cause u to be mad!! lalala...n i swear i'll take anoth box by box if u dun listen to chip!!! haiixx... dun care.. if chip nvr make u bankrupt.. i WILL.. tt even da customer's ang pao cannot save ur arse.. hahahaz.. anw still.. i gtta say thx for da dinner cum supper.. afta u make me cough like dunno wad.. haiiz... hahahahaz...
ohh yeah i was at pw for 3 times le can u imagine tt!!! hahahaz.. aftanoon walked to ECP... den took da underpass to PW.. n we kinda lost our way as we cldnt find da underpass.. darn funny... den.. walked to KAM.. do wrk lorhhz..gtta ibt.. den come back.. den yong yong came.. den.. kak mah told abt tt idiot irritating f*cking bitch hu goes arnd scolding ppl hu dunno wads a COAL TAR SHAMPOO!! wtf!!! den gt this old chinese lady.. come n make noise say we all take photo of her.. my god.. why the hell would anyone of us take photo of her??!! it was da flickering lights.. been told n told agn.. somehow she refuses to listen n claim tt we took a photo of her.. haiiz... anw afta wrk gtta walked back to PW.. had dinner with tt idiot.. hahahz.. n den off i went hme.. n finally i gtta rest my aching body... hahaz...
lynn's darn cute!! cia u must talk to her!!! tt junior psychiatrist!! hahahaz...

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im darn bored at da moment... nobody's hme.. ntg on da darn teevee.. so here i am online.. checking out new game webbies lia intro me yest.. darn funny rights.. hahaha.. so today's plan.. out with eunice.. to da beach.. book pit.. to da waterbreakers.. watch da wavess.. bt it seems as if its going to rainn...so will my plan agn be spoilt?? hopefully not..bt most probably yes.. tsk tsk tsk.. anw.. wil hafta rush back to kam for wrk.. haiiz.. n if ham's dere... will probably try to talk things out.. b4 i return wads rightfully his.. if nt.. it shall remain where it is.. or probably in da dustbin where it shld have looong been in... lalala~

deres comes a time ware everything just simply cannot be tolerated nemore.. n if ever tt time comes.. i'll be more den ready to turn my back n walk away... even turnin back to wave goodbye is goin to be impossible.. cuz tears will trickle dwn da face by then.. n wen it's all dried up... you'd have loong be gone frm my side...

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such a perfect weather to be at da beach.. bt once agn.. my plan has been spoilt by god knows who.. hahahaz.. anw.. watched cartoons... watched some shows.. which i nvr understands.. n off to grany's place.. amalia was a darling.. well nt frgtin da partly monster part... ahahaz... well i went off leaving lia with da maid.. lalala~ she's gonna haf a joyous time sa!! hahahaz..
anw.. cia's tagbrd is being destroyed by her darn loves one.. hahaz.. n ham's tagbrd is being destroyed by urs truely.. with da royal smallness.. n da supposedly royal queen??!! hahahaz... man.. all madness.. just drop by to either of these ppl's tabrd to get da disease... hahahaz...
ohh yeah.. happy new yr to all muslims!!-acc to da muslim calender-

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